THIS ISN'T YOUR TYPICAL PERSONAL DEVELOPMENT BOOK.

THIS IS NOT YOUR TYPICAL PERSONAL DEVELOPMENT BOOK.

This special edition hardcover is available exclusively on our website. Because we believe in reciprocity, for every book purchased we will plant a tree.

When Benjamin, a no-nonsense businessman, and Azrya, a free-spirited artist, fall madly in love, they birth a vision for a committed partnership capable of elevating humanity. But in order to become the heart-centered impact leaders they aspire to be, they must face off with the deepest unconscious fears threatening their mission and union.

A unique hybrid of personal development, spiritual memoir, and erotic nonfiction, BEQOMING is an intimate and uncensored exploration of psychedelics, sex, power, and purpose. Join Azrya and Benjamin Bequer as they navigate the light and shadow sides of their own BEQOMING and deliver potent wisdom and tangible strategies for your own activation.

Warning: This book may inspire you to face off with your darkest subconscious shadows, claim your Truest Truth, and embody the greatness you’re here to share with the world. Side effects may include becoming radically unfuckwithable.

You can also purchase our audiobook on Audible; this option includes 4 hours of exclusive bonus interviews with the most important characters in our story; Leyda (Bee's mom), Grisel (Bee's former wife + forever co-parent), Gysel (Bee's wise-beyond-her-years daughter), and Mars (Az and Bee's former girlfriend).

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“The story arc is beautiful, the language is rich, the teachings are deeply important. And the intro to the book is straight fire. Once people open it, they will finish it. Bravo.”

- Aubrey Marcus, NYT Bestselling Author & Founder of Onnit

“HOLY F*CK. It’s like if 50 Shades of Grey, The Untethered Soul, The Notebook and The Four Agreements had a baby. A clear masterpiece.”

- Alli Shaper, Co-Founder of @Multiverse // @Supermush

“HOLY F*CK. It’s like if 50 Shades of Grey, The Untethered Soul, The Notebook and The Four Agreements had a baby. A clear masterpiece.”

- Alli Shaper, Co-Founder of @Multiverse // @Supermush

“Bee and Azrya take profound and sometimes complex spiritual topics and disseminate them into simple and actionable pieces. I consider this book more than a one-time personal development book, it is beyond that. It is a guide which I will reference the rest of my life, whenever I feel out of alignment. An instant favorite.”

- Dr. Christian Gonzalez, N.D, Co-founder @ The Well Score & Host of Heal Thyself Show

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